Wow. It's been a week since I last updated and seems like I've yet to reply my tags. Haha! Yeah, I still reminded that I've been reminded before about my tagboard. Oh wells, I will as soon as finish my update. Right now, listening to 98.7fm... They're playing "Shut Up & Let Me Go" by The Ting Tings (i hope i'm right. hee!) So yea! I have alot of things to blog about but before that, I have to say that this week is my emotional week and I SWEAR! I am really attitude, sensitive, totally-an-idiot in this week. If you know why I have this kind of week every month, then you should know what is ought to come in a few days or weeks time. I am so, so sorry for those who are the victims for this week. As usual, after all this things happened, I sat infront of the mirror talking to myself, confessing to myself why I'm behaving in such a shit manner. Serious.

Poor Fafa, she was the #1 victim, most top ranking for breaking the record of having many problems with me. Haha! I scolded her for using clothes and didn't wash it herself, accused her for stealing money from my *piggy* bank (i know i'm so old school but SHUT UP!), i brought up again about her scratching my arm, i locked the laptop purpose-fully so that she can't use and made her cry for no reason. Haha! I'm glad she knows why, so i don't to worry because she exactly knows my attitude and my calender which week of the month.

#2, I quarreled with one of my MSN friend who's trying to be cheeky. And I gave a direct sarcastic response which made him really unsatisfied and replied with vulgarities! Hahaha. How great. Of course, I don't like vulgarities so i gave him MOREE of my sarcasms until he shut up. Yea, he's a really a saw-loser you know. I was being plain normal sarcastically when he's the one started those nasty words but he said I was the one who is rude. Sometimes, I just don't understand what these people wants actually. So free, then go find someone who has the time to entertain you. Not me, obviously. You can clearly read from my first reply.

Hmm. Next, #3, was Man, who has been rather busy with his week after a long holiday. He needs to catch up with his work. I know that but I've been having negative thoughts, especially at the point of time when he accidentally hung up on me. I really made a big fuss out of it. I was really unappreciative when he actually helped me when I lost in the afternoon & yet, at night, when I called him up, he didn't pick up as he was talking to his uncle, I assumed that he doesn't want to talk to me. So, later on when he called me back, I went blabbering all the way, accussing him but agrees to everything and all untill at a point of time that he said "I don't know what ghost has gotten into your body but I'm just saying yes to everything you say because I want you to SHUT UP" in such an irritating tone. I was really shocked. But he knows why I'm behaving in such a manner but I think this is the worst he ever encountered and that is why he said like that. It really makes me sad felt like not wanting to even talk to him anymore, AT ALL. It continues untill the next morning and then he went silent for a while. Suddenly he came back, acting like normal. I felt better since then and back to normal like as if nothing has ever happened but I felt guilty. Yea, I was extremely guilty that I don't feel like talking to him. I know I was wrong. Apologized and I'm glad he knows me well. Haha. I know, I'm an idiot.

Anyways, all that has already over. I'm glad, no more that syndrome. Because it only happens before I'm having it. During, I'm a happy person. I'm terrible, I swear.