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Sunday, February 8, 2009
Is there sunsets and silhoutte dreams?



And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

I felt like shit since yesterday. I just don't know why. Maybe it's just my imagination. Maybe I'm just over. But I'm seriously pissed for desperately waiting. If you don't bother, just don't. Don't ever at all. In return, I'll do the same way as you just want it to be. If that's your wish, I'll make it true. Because I don't know, was it even my fault in the first place. I hate silence because it kills. It left you hanging without knowing, left you thinking without an answer to your brain. It's sickening to be short. And I'm going to be one now because you've killed me. So, tell me now, should you trust people in the first place? Should words that people told, we ought to believe? That's all. Think about it.

Extremely big THANK YOU my colleagues, Shakina especially for comforting me, Shahira, Asyraf and Hafiz. I think I'll be lazy to go to work if it wasn't for them. Last night has alot of calls due to soccer match. Please go to sleep, or watch soccer without snacks. I'm lazy to take your calls. HAHA!