It's been weeks! It's time, it's time. I know, I'm sucks. Hahaha. Well, here's an update. I chatted with my long lost cousin Firdaus not too long ago. It's really funny. Perhaps God wants Dad's side to still be in touch or something. From what I know, Dad's side was supposed to be in severe ties by now after granny passed away. That didn't happen. I thought connections would only be from Mom's side. Until I saw this Firdaus' myspace profile! Haha. Then we got in touch through MSN and then we met during granny's funeral. Hopefully our cousin's reunion is going to happen ye!

Okay, I just discovered this cousin of mine is into poems and stuffs like that. So, let me share with you 2 of his poems. If you like it or would like any request to do some poems, you can always ask him to. He'll be glad to help you! (:

poem #1.
i don't know what to do today.
shall i go outside and play?

or stay at home and watch tv
or use a comb to climb a tree?

or climb my gate or scratch my head
or have a date or stay in bed?

or dance to the beat with my lovely hat
or use my feet to kick the cat?

or sing a song or read a book,
or play ping pong and learn to cook?

or go topman and eat a pear,
or call my friend to brush my hair?

or tell my friends to watch army daze,
or should i just be stupid and slap my face?

i'm so confused, bored and blue
i really don't know wat to do
i think that i should just ask u
what do u think i should do?

poem #2 .
our love has ended for while
i miss ur touch, ur kiss, ur smile
i chose red, u chose blue
no matter wat, i still love u

because of u, i left her
because of u, im a loser
i thought i was the winner
but what? u have a partner?

i miss u in the morning
i miss u late at night
i miss the cuddling kissing
its my joy and my delight

after years, u send me a letter
it got me feeling better
u ask me out for dinner
i said "i'll see u later!"

on the day of the date
i dont want to be late
but i was damn excited
so i bought her chocolate

i reached the place
and saw ur face
in the haze
i was amaze

i said hello
u said hi
i asked who's that fellow?
she said he's my guy

my hearbeat stop
my tears was about to drop
my heart was chop
cause it was a flop

i turned my back
she calls my name
i call the white flag
it was all just a game

its ok its alright
look right, look left and again to the right
there will be another night
to fight fight fight !